Unforgiven

I have been oppressed and abandoned my whole life
My mother planned to abandon me long before birth
At birth I was adopted into a family that falsely lead me to believe that I was loved and cared about.
As a child being told that you are loved and that you are the sunshine of their life, only to become a young teenager 12 years old, to learn that any love you receive is conditional
Conditional upon whether or not you do what they want you to do
One wrong decision away from being in exile
But its not their dream it mine
Just being is not convenient anymore and now they want me gone too
I'm sent back to a biological mother (Texas) who gave me away before my first breath
She doesn't want me either
I end up with strangers that show me more love than what i have known as family
They send me back to where I came from
From one place to another back and forth... Why don't they want me?
I'm only 14! I don't know about this world. I just want to eat and have my own room to sleep and be able to dress nice at school like everybody else
I just want to stay in one place so i can make friends.
I'm tired of being the new girl!
Back to Connecticut and the master manipulative women who is at this point oppressing me with the lies of her love
She makes sure i'm back just long enough to get settled
Then off again because her happiness is worth more than mine
However she is not smart like i am. She hates me for that i know
she can only cast spells, she is just a witch. She knows how to curse and she knows how to hurt and destroy
But she cant hold a job or be independent
Off to Florida here we go... Just when i thought i could be home.
Home is all I want.
She knows me and she knows how to destroy me.
I hope she goes to hell. And I hope she goes soon. Because 20 years later the spell is still going.
The spell has not broken. And what did I do to deserve the desertion, oppression, and pain?
I simply had a light inside of me that others wish they could have. So for that reason, I have been oppressed and abandoned my whole life.